Tuesday, April 22, 2008

that lasted a long time.

So after almost 4 months of being completely sober, I got hammered last night. Fuck me running, I suck at life. I had yesterday and today off and went to Mo'vegas with Pie for the night. She ended up bringing her friend Alex and Jon Cole tagged along. It was SO much fun and so good to see everyone. Mitch made a fire by Stoney Pond and we drank by the pond and made food and shit at like 4 in the afternoon. It was beautiful out and so nice to be outside with good friends. I missed it. So so much. I miss college and all my college friends a lot. It's crazy to think about where I was this time last year, stressed to the max and ready to graduate and drinking like a fish every single free second I had. Blows my mind to even fathom how I did that shit to my body.

I had one hell of a hangover today. That's why I stopped drinking for a while because I proved to myself that I STILL don't know when to stop. I don't regret it at all, it was a decision that I made and I had fun. It's still going to a once in a while thing though. I don't know how I used to do that every single day, it's scary to think about that.

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hahahahaha kind of funny that I'M ruining the picture for once

1 comment:

Alex Steingraber said...

Your beauty is ruining the picture. Something so cute amazing should be in a gallery for all to marvel.