Say Anything lyrics.

"All I want to do is be mended by you
I don't want to be confused, I just want to find you
All I want to kill is that which keeps me ill
Underwhelmed and unfulfilled

All I want to say is this could be ok
I don't want to be a slave, I just want to spend my days
Wondering through the haze, your voice to lead the way

I can finally go and say:
There you are in front of me, luminescent as you used to be
Just sing the saddest song for me, revive me"

Kind of sums up how I feel right now. I like being single but I kind of want a relationship but I don't know...I just need to suck it up and stop walking around with this huge chip on my shoulder. I need to stop blaming what happened on myself or on him or anyone, it was kind of a stupid situation to begin with. And I know I deserve so much more than that.

I have a date later this week that I'm pretty excited about. Should be good times. More later.

<3